My name is Colleen
Mascenik. I’ve been a development
economist for 17 years and a mom for 18. I have 6 kids, a noisy home, and
little time to think. For nearly two decades at an international financial
institution, developmental milestones have been an impersonal measure attached
to impersonal projects. I wanted to have an impact, but my own contribution
seemed a very
small part of a very complex
whole.
After chemo, December 2015--hair returning! |
Then I got cancer. More accurately, I learned quite late that I
had multiple, very extensive tumors in my right breast and lymph nodes, and
would go through surgery, chemo and radiation. First, cancer shocks you with
the possibility of death. Then, it shocks you with the reality of life. And
getting off the radiation table on the last session in 2016, I had to line up
priorities, who-am-I and what-am-I-doing, without the anchor of time. I might
have 3 years. I might have 30.
So while I re-embraced my family, I began to re-assess my work. Am I making a difference? Is my work causing people to live better?
In May 2017 at American University of Central Asia, with the future MOGwee girl-team |
Creating the Tajikistan team with Zilberman and Olim in Dushanbe, April 2017 |
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